The Problem| more backstory...
Between my good intentioned dream, and my growing desire to leave every thing behind, I clung to the idea that escaping my life wouldn't save me or truly make my life better. "A while back I came to the realization that it wasn't a "change of scenery but a change of heart" that I need in my life.... I stubbornly cling to the idea that changing my location won't change my heart, won't change me. If I run away (which it sometimes feels like I would be doing) then I'm only externally changing things and the core of the problem will not be helped. The countering idea is that maybe a radical change will be exactly what I need to begin an internal transformation. Part of me want's to leave and not be satisfied until I'm totally, radically and outrageously in love with God. If I leave, it's because I believe that He is leading me there." [from my posts: Time Is a Funny Thing and Slow Spinning Redemption]
Between my good intentioned dream, and my growing desire to leave every thing behind, I clung to the idea that escaping my life wouldn't save me or truly make my life better. "A while back I came to the realization that it wasn't a "change of scenery but a change of heart" that I need in my life.... I stubbornly cling to the idea that changing my location won't change my heart, won't change me. If I run away (which it sometimes feels like I would be doing) then I'm only externally changing things and the core of the problem will not be helped. The countering idea is that maybe a radical change will be exactly what I need to begin an internal transformation. Part of me want's to leave and not be satisfied until I'm totally, radically and outrageously in love with God. If I leave, it's because I believe that He is leading me there." [from my posts: Time Is a Funny Thing and Slow Spinning Redemption]
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